By: A Mindful Dad’s Life

The first time my son really tested me, it caught me off guard. We were mid-conversation about something small (cleaning up his Legos, I think) and out of nowhere, he looked me right in the eye and said, “I don’t care.”

I knew in that moment he didn’t want to pick up the Legos, that much was clear. But it wasn’t really about the Legos. It was about me.

And for a split second, I felt that familiar adult urge: shut it down, take control, remind him who’s in charge.

But I caught myself.

Because this wasn’t defiance for the sake of defiance. This was a question in disguise:
“Are you still my safe place when I’m not easy to love?”

The Hidden Purpose of These “Tests”

Kids can’t always explain their feelings, so they push them outward. Sometimes that looks like talking back, breaking a rule, or going silent when you try to talk.

Underneath it all, they’re looking for answers to questions they don’t have the words for yet:

If I mess up, will you still show up for me?

Do you hear me when I’m struggling, or only when I’m well-behaved?

Can I trust you with the real me, even if the real me is messy right now?

The Reflex We All Have: And Why It Doesn’t Work

As parents, it’s easy to react from habit:

“Don’t talk to me like that.”

“Go to your room.”

“Because I said so.”

Those responses might stop the behavior for the moment, but they don’t answer the deeper question. In fact, they can teach the opposite: I’m only loved when I’m easy.

Over time, that pushes kids to hide their feelings, avoid honesty, and pull away when life gets hard. It also limits their ability to become a safe place for others. This can be especially challenging for boys, who may grow into men without learning emotional security or how to relate to others with empathy.

Meeting the Test Without Losing Yourself

This isn’t about letting your kid run wild. It’s about staying steady enough to guide them through the storm instead of joining it.

1. Slow your reaction, here is where I usually take a breath. Pause before you speak. Remind yourself that connection comes before correction.

• Get curious. Ask, “What’s really going on here?” Sometimes the anger is about something that happened hours ago, or about something unrelated to you.

• Hold the boundary, keep the bridge. It’s okay to say, “I love you, but it’s not okay to yell at me.” Boundaries create safety when they’re delivered with respect.

• Circle back. The real conversation often happens later, when the heat’s gone. Use that time to reconnect and help them name what they were feeling.

Why It Matters More Than You Think

Every time you pass one of these tests, you’re teaching your child:

1. They can bring their whole self to you.

• You can handle their big emotions without shutting them down.

• Love in this family doesn’t vanish when things get hard.

That’s the kind of foundation they’ll carry into every friendship, relationship, and challenge for the rest of their life.

In the end, the test isn’t about you “passing” or “failing.” It’s about showing your child that when life gets messy, and it will, you’ll still be there for them.

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Your Turn: Think about the last time your child “tested” you. How did you respond? What could you do differently next time to show them you’re a safe place, even when emotions run high? Share your thoughts with other parents, or start the conversation at your next family meal. The more we talk about this, the more we grow together.